Space Traveler Discloses Depression In the Wake of ‘Tsunami of Harassment Following Journey
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her battle with depression after facing a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
Amanda Nguyen – known as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the short-duration mission in the spring, which also carried celebrity crewmates.
The mission was met with derision by some, who challenged its value and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the situation, Ms. Nguyen, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” she recounted in a public message, referring to a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the days following the landing.
She described the news reports and online discourse as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Eclipsed by Backlash
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in women's health research and operated research during the flight, said everything she had worked for – from her scientific research and astronaut training to the symbolic importance of her roots – was drowned out under the deluge of misogyny.
She is best known for her tireless campaigning championing the cause of survivors of assault.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was paused after an attack during her university years, leading to a protracted legal battle.
Finding Solid Ground
Now, eight months after fulfilling her dream, she has stated the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the followers whose messages of encouragement pulled her through. “You all saved me,” she wrote.
She noted that amid the criticism, important benefits had come out of the mission, including elevated attention for her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.
Flight Details
The computer-piloted spacecraft launched from its launch site in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that passed the Kármán line of space.
The diverse crew also included leaders in various fields.
The venture behind the flight is a private space firm founded by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.
